Thursday, April 24, 2008

The week is almost over, it has gone so fast. I wish I was able to more productive, like a did before. Later tonight, I'm gonna fix my things up. Need to get ready, we'll move to another place. I believe it's a nicer place, i hope so. I am so fed up by the cockroach threats and humid fish-like smell in my old boarding house. I is really annoying. I hope we found a nicer place. :]

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I just got from my weekend vacation in cavite (at my tita's house). I stayed there for two days, such a relief from the stressful and toxic city life. When having my vacation, Ian was out for an outing. He along with his highschool fellas went on an adventure somewhere in Laguna (I forgot the exact place). It was kind of a nature trip, with falls, forest and everything. I wasn't able to go with him for I want him to enjoy a the whole outing without me. It's good sometimes, to give a little space. At home, I had a super-unlimited internet access. I was able to browse and surf until 2am. I was able to download and do my all-so-nasty internet routine. It was fine. Because I slept super late, I woke up early. I was awakened by my Tita's voice, she was talking that time with my brothers in Italy. It was such a good night sleep, cold scent of coffee flowers gave me enough relaxation and comfort. :]

Saturday, April 19, 2008

I'm In Love

Yes, he keeps me falling in love over and over again. I love to be with him every single hour and day of my life. I'm enjoying the times that we share laughter and moments that i cannot afford to miss out. He is the guy I'm wishing to be with for the rest of my life. I know that I'm still young to say these words, yet, I'm pretty and quite sure that with him, my life could be even more beautiful.

I've known him for quite a long time. I met him 4 years ago, he is not even my close friend or someone I used to hanged out with. We are completely strangers by heart, yet still familiar knowing each other by names since we have the same group ministry and of the same school. All I know by then that he is the "good-ol-so-silent type of guy". We never engaged in small talk neither nor go out with group of friends, not at all. I can still remember that I had a crush on him, secretly.. :] Physically, he is my type.

When I first saw him, he is with somebody. Oh, yes, he is committed during those time. Yet, it really wasn't a big deal for me. I felt happiness for both of them, since, that somebody is also my friend. Whenever I see them together, all I can say is that, they are of perfect match. Until it came to my knowing that they broke up. When that news broke my ears, I didn't feel gladness or any positive thought. It is just that i was shocked knowing the news.

We became friends, very good friends. He knows that I like him and I also know that he feels the same way. In short, our feelings are mutual and it feels so right. We've been text mates at first, yes, this is the starting point as always. I showed him my true personality, I never pretend or do some "hey-i'm-such-a-cutie-patootie type of girl".. We are not constant text mates, since he is such a busy person. What thing I learned about him is that he is a family man, which I liked the most.

Everything's going good, until one rainy morning when I received a text from him. He invited me to have breakfast with him! He fetched me in my boarding house and we chow in cafeteria. That was just the first time we talked and exchanged thoughts. I wasn't comfortable by that time since that was my first time, yet it was the best. Until then, we became constant text mates and we always see each other more often. We became very close to each other until I feel that I really liked him.

December 02, 2007, 8:30pm, that's the official time and date that we started and decided to continue on the first step of our relationship. I never regret that we became close and now even closer. He has thought me everything, things that made me a better me.

I love him. He loves me. And that's the most important thing.