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Jemian's Day

TODAY'S MOOD: Happy in Love

Jem: Woke up 9am.
Ian: Woke up earlier.
Jem: Started breakfast at once.
Ian: Went to HP to shop for food.
Jem: Is in fruit diet.
Ian: Ate bread ( too lazy to cook)
Jem and Ian taked for more or less 3 hours. (YM)
Ian and Jem had a power nap for 30 mins.
Jem: Took a bath.
Ian: Cooked and ate fried galunggong for dinner.
Jem: Went down with his brother to buy fish too, feels like eating what his bf eats.
Ian: Finished eating.
Jem and Ian chatyped since Jem's wonderful laptop's mic isn't working.
Jem: Her mom prepared the fish and they ate together.
Ian: Waiting for Jem.
Jem: Texted Ian goodnite.
Ian: Slept.
Jem: Rested too ( but not to sleep )

TOMORROW: Sabbath with fellow Filipinos. HAPPY SABBATH!

Stone Exhibit at Palazzo Reale

The day at the start was so gloomy. Good thing my Ian completed my day with a small talk over the net. 15.30 we decided to go out and enjoy the cold sunny weather thinking that it might be one of the last good weather of milan since autumn is fast approaching. We bought a little in H&m, walk a little, do a little spesa and went home. Tomorrow we are planning go in Via Annunziata to inquire about the OSS Corso that I'm planning to do for this anno scholastica..

Happy Sabbath

We went to church, prayed and thanked God for all the blessings. Good is good all the time. Praise be to God. :D

Recovery Period 1

A week ago I started my intensive scar treatment. I hope it works well with me.

The Cold Milan and the Family's Day Out

Fall is fast approaching. The cold wind in the morning that lasts until the late afternoon is very evident. I realized how the seasons change so fast so as the things around us change in an instant (like the trial I recently surpassed).

My family and I went out go unwind and have a dinner outside the house. I realized that somehow I miss Milan and it's people. I wish Ian is with me. I always remember him everytime I feel happy. I hope God will make our plans possible for us to be together happily.

From NAIA to DOH to MXP

Travel from Italy to the Philippines and vice versa takes around 16-17 hours. It's like you are travelling on the ather side of the world. Yes, we just came from a long tiring and stressful travel back in Milan. Aside the fact that I'm feeling extreme sadness from going far from Ian, I encountered several trials along my way. Recently, I noticed that trials come in my way but God gives me courage to face them and guidance and blessings (these are the people behind me helping me to get thru it successfully).

I have decided to update this blog from Ian's request to do so. He's a big fan of my entries here, Reading my blog entries way 4 years back up to present. I easily give in to his request easily when it comes to matters of remembrances and memories. He is my angel on earth, my bestfriend and my future. I can never imagine my life without his support. I believe I can never find another Ian in this world. God has been good to me all the time.. By the way, IT IS OUR 33TH MONTHSARY TODAY!!

I haven't rested yet. I only slept for 2 hours (but I told Ian I'll be online in an hour). Mama and Papa came by and we shared stories, especially the operation I had. We realized we miss each others company. The weather changed totally. From Malpensa the temparature was 9 °c, too cold for me wearing short shorts a sleeveless and a thin sweater. In short, fall is coming. Ever since, I hate this season.

How's that Dateless Vday?

2 years of dateless Vday isn't bad at all. So basically 1 out of 3 Vdays (gotittt). So my new laptop is going really busy this Vday. I'm planning to stay all day long on my bed. Thanks to this flu I got from somewhere. I'm hoping for a good sunny day today ( hello dear, it's winter). If the sun shines, I'd rather go out than to stuck myself with the virus or bacteria within me hehe. Sometimes, I thank God for letting me experience this for I got the chance to relax even for a while. No work for tomorrow. I believe I'm somewhat contagious or something, bad for the babies.
So yeah, the Vday is just started. Let see what waits for me this day.

Happy hearts day Ian!! You know I love you sooooooooooooo dearly. To sum it all, you owe me 2 dozen of white roses. Yihah.

Our 26th Month

for me, love is you. happy 26th month anniversary mahal. miss you tanto tanto.

The Feast of Sant'Ambrogio

It was predicted that the weather today should be "rainy". But since it is a feast of a saint, it turned out to be the opposite. Though the wind blows really strong, the sun was shining a lot more than we thought of. In short, the day was awesome.

We are complete today, my family. We were able to go for a walk along Piazza Castello while enjoying the Autuno's wind. It was a really a day to remember.

On the mean while, before the said giro we had, I* and I should have talked over skype but unfortunately we didn't. I was really disappoint to the fact that I managed to wake up this morning hoping to get the chance of talking to him. But in the end (just like any other fairy tales ended, lol) we turned out to be in good terms again. Soon, we'll be together mahal. I'm working on it.

Back to work tomorrow. I don't know if it is a fine day after this but whatever it is.. it's still a busy day for me. Ciao for now. Parking cars :D

This Post is supposed to be posted 12.02.09, My bad :(

Zomg! I haven't got even a single time to post a blog for some unknown reasons. Anyhow, I'm back. Pinky swear I'll update this every now and then. Cha-oz!


DECEMBER 02, 2009
This date is so significant. Why o why? It's JemIan Day! O well, and unfortunately we were not able to spend this event together. But all I know is, He loves me and I love him. Only US. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO BOTH OF US! I LOVE YOU.

How did we celebrate our Anniversary?
-After work I got the chance to buy a piece of Roschette Cake from a near by pastecerria.
-My Mom cooked a special Nioki with Pomodoro with 2 red candles for the said celebration
- Picture picture. Chik chik. ( The images are still on my MC, next time I'll post them here.
-HIM, work. :) Me too.
- Chat in the morning.
- Phone call at night.
- A lot of 143.

Im Working

Im just trying a new app I downloaded tru my ipod touch. Hope it works well. Pretty boring app but lets go gice it a try. Ciao? Buon lavoro a me ;D

The Pink Scarf

I've been eyeing for a pink scarf in one of the botiques (pimpkie) in via torino. It costs 15 euros. Good thing I was able to stop by in Tezenis Portello this evening and found the a pink scarf which is almost the same as the one I saw in Pimpkie. Meno male, for only 5.90 I was able to buy it. Haha. Ting ting One point!

The day was really fine. Sun is shining really brightly but the wind chills are still there. I started to feel the feeling I felt when I first came here, the coldness. I'm not so happy, honestly. IDKW. :|

Things to do tom. 1. Laundry 2. Clean the house 3. Go to church 4. Chat with Ian (Miss him always) 5. Rest. After tomorrow, work again. It isn't cool. The only thing that I'm looking forward this Monday is my pay. So tell me to smile now. Hehe.

Stressful Friday

I had a long tiring work today. Good thing it's a friday. :D Counting days to celebrate our anniversary. I'm up to something good, I haven't finalized yet what to do. Maybe this weekend I'll find a way to think and hopefully to come up with a bright idea. It's my turn now. Baybayuuu.

Silence

I have decided to say nothing. :D It feels a lot better this way.

Etchoserang Dinedepensahan ang Sarili

The rant part. (If somebody will react again, I'm gonna jump for joy)
I admit it. Some people hate me. And I love them from hating me. There is a saying that goes.. "You are nobody if you're not talked about". Therefore, I'm not one of those. Hehe. So.. still they hate me from not being a nobody.. (which is kinda weird). And so I have concluded that those people who are in the Nobody clan hates me. Now I have realized how hard it is to be nobody. All talk but haven't proved anything yet. Haha. Trying hard ampota.
^^ I hope it's clear.

Moving on, I've got my salary for the half of the month. I'm planning buy something for myself this xmas. Every payday I make it a point to buy something worth having. Life abroad is ectremely different from the Philippines where you need to budget everything and don't let money pass through your hands without even saving a little for emergency puposes. So, I buy wisely. I only buy the necessary. Since life on earth isn't certain, I'm planning to save up for my Sss fund. I know this is an old move but yeah, I think it is important. Kung may sinuksok may may madudukot. Hehe.. So.. I need to help myself.

Ian. Ti amo da morire..

May kamuka daw ako dito. Sino? Tae.. Pangaers.

Over time, Over and Over Again (Ufffaa)

So tired from work. The OTs are just call of duty, not my personal desire (to earn extra money.. nooo!). I earn enough to support my pleasures and to help the people I need to help so yes, I don't need OTs. But since they are requesting me to do it, I have no choice. But please, if they know a thing such as "mercy", they would spare me even for a while. Hayyy.. :(

Buona notte tutti. Ci sentiamo. :| Devo riposare un'po. Prendo energia per domani. Hihi!

Luck as Destiny

Most of the people who believe in luck believe that some seemingly extra-ordinary events – good or bad – happen in their lives which are beyond their control, and such events are happening because it is written, i.e. it is their destiny.

If you strongly believe that everything in your life happens as written and you can not control or avoid it then somewhere down inside your activeness is lessened, because you believe that if you are destined to have something then you will have it anyway, and if it is not your destiny then you will never have it however hard you try. Moreover, you will stop taking credit for the good things that happen to you and thereby lose out on important confidence-building experiences of life; and at the same time you will stop bearing accountability for the bad things that happen to you and thereby lose out on learning important lessons of diligence with life. By attributing everything to destiny you be loser both ways!

When you believe in destiny you don’t put in your entire efforts because you are always skeptic about whether the thing is in your destiny at all. When you believe in destiny you believe that destiny governs your life. Destiny is active. The stronger your belief that destiny is active, more passive you be.

On the other hand, stop believing in destiny for a change. There is nothing written. No destiny. That means everything is in your control. You yourself can shape your destiny. When you will realize that there is nothing written about your life and you are in complete charge of your life you will have the reason to do everything most actively.

Isn’t active living more full of life than passive living? It is needless to say when you are active the events in your life are more in your control. Of course, it won’t always be in control, but if so happens, then that is what would have happened anyway if you had believed in destiny!

In short, believing in destiny would not change anything except making a loser of you. But by not believing in it you can take full control of your life and be active. Stop being a loser. Feel completely alive!

The Gay Lingo

I love gays. Or maybe because I'm a gay too. It is said that girls are tagged as gays once they act like gays, so yeah there's such a word as gay girls (.. the term i got from a magazine). Based on studies, our society started to accept the nature of these funny beings (gays..) in the late 80's where a lot of gay personalities were known. I can say that these people have high intellectual capabilities. Why? Because both sides of their brains are working ( feminine and the masculine side). Kidding aside, I like how gays rationalize on different situations, the way they dress and groom themselves, the way they cope with "discrimination" and most of all how they speak.

In the Philippines, there is a unique way gay talking. I have never heard of gay languages from other countries other than in my home country. So I'm half-proud. Lol. Swardspeak is a vernacular language derived from Englog (English-Tagalog) and is used by a number of gay Filipinos. By using swardspeak, Filipino gay men are able to resist the dominant culture of their area and create a space of their own.

Watch this. Have fun!

134 Days After

After almost 4 months, I'm back. What's new? A lot! Blogging will start tomorrow!