Why I Stopped Forum-ing?

I'm off to being a forum addict. To people who are internet freaks, they know what I mean. I've been active in several forums such as Rakista.com, Pinoyunderground, Banidad and recently (which I mean the latest, Teenhut.net). I'm not saying forum-ing is bad. Since 2006 I've been busy actively posting on mentioned sites. I've gained a lot of online friends from doing so. These are friends which make my cyber life extra huge (not just exchanging thoughts which friends met personally). I can say that once you start posting in forums, you'll find it hard to stop it especially if the people you're meeting are really nice. For me, it is really a good way of keeping yourself busy at the same time you can cyber-socialize.

Now, for almost a month now hindi pa ako nagoopen ng mga sites I used to spend my time with. I can say that after 3 years, I feel na sawa na ako. I spend a lilttle more time on web hopping and focusing more on the real life, which I think is "reality". More likely, I'm indulge in focusing to what really is important, family, career and love (yes, love). These are the thing I believe(strongly..) worth wasting time with. I'm 22 and I'm not getting any younger. The point? Obviouly, I should be preparing for my family's future and as well as mine.

I'm not discouraging people not to be active in forums, thread posting etc. I'm just answering the questions people are asking me especially my cyber friends. (Guys, love ko kayo..) Okerns. Bye!

Ooopss. I'll promote the sites.

www.rakista.com
www.pinoyunderground.com
www. banidad.com (i'm not sure if this is still existing)
www.teenhut.net

Sad Ako.

There is no perfect relationships. I totally agree. Trials in a relationship makes it a lot sweeter, for lessons are learned and mistakes are being cleared out. Wala lang, I finally realized how important honesty is in a relationship. Hindi dahil sa hindi ako honest ( 101% honest ako, fyi), pero I believe open communication should be praticed. I'm vocal to what I am feeling to my boyfriend. He knows me a lot, my flaws and the limitations i have. Though these are visible, there are a lot more things that he doesn't know. Things that I think if I tell him would make him think indifferently. I sometimes deny feelings of insecurities and jealousy. I don't want to look "kawawa" or whatever negative feedbacks he might think of. As we talked (yesterday), I have decided to tell him whatever that is bugging me. Since we are in a LDR, I can't help but to worry. I explained every bit of frustrations I 'm feeling, insecurities and jealousy (some are not new). After, I feel a lot more better. I cried to let it all out. And it feels so good. Thank God, he understands me. I believe him when he says "everythings fine".. and "i love you". I give him all the trust that I have, he's all worth it. I'm religiously praying for a healthy relationship. I'm sad right now, for reasons that I don't know. I'll be a lot more better tomorrow. I promise. :)

18 Months of Happiness

I feel love | God loves us | We are blessed
12-o2-o8

Facebook Madness

Advertising my Facebook account. Feel free to add me, or other wise forever hold your desire. Hohoho. :x

I would appreciate if you're playing Pet Society, Restaurant City and Sorority Life. I'm so fed up with invites for Mafia Wars, Farm Town.. Etc. I don't play them. Period.


One thing more. While browsing friend's friend's list, I accidentally found out that there's an account "Jems Camitan" + with my picture. It isn't a big thing since I know how dirty WWW is. Just want to let you know that it's f-a-k-e. Kerns? Babay!

Letter to my Birthday Boy

Dearest Mahal,

I feel so extremely sad, i wasn't able to celebrate with you on this very special day. Much as I wanted to, but I can't. Kaya nakakalungkot. :( Pero sabi ko nga tigil na ang drama, para masaya diba?
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY CHRISTIAN DE GUZMAN TABORA!! Sa wakas, tayo ay patas na, sabi ko sa iyo mabilis lng ang panahon eh. (evil laugh). As a simple gift gumawa kme ni marc ng kaartehan na alam ko gusto mo. Alam ko naman na kaya mko minahal kasi maarte ako diba? Charot. :p Pareho kasi tayong maarte. At namimiss ko na iyon. Miss n miss na kita aking 1 and only. Eto, enjoy ka ha aking bday boy!!!

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Last Na Ito.


Wahaha.. No need to explain na. :p Basta isipin mo kasama mo ako sa iyong kaarawan. Ikaw po ay aking mahal n mahal. :p Pakissssssssss.. mwaaaaa. :p

Ian

i love and miss ian. :[

Survey from Friendster.com

Sometimes friendster isn't that bad at all. Mejo lang. Hahaha. (Evil Laugh). And out of boredom, pinatulan ko..

1. kung magbubura ka ng isang tao sa friends list mo, sino yun?

Nabura ko na. matagal na.

2. Nakita mo ang ex mo nasa gilid ng kalsada at nag-aapoy, ano gagawin mo?

Buhusan ng malamig na water.

3. Sinabi sayo ng bestfriend mo na buntis siya.

At sino naman ang ama?

4. Anong pwedeng mangyari para mapadali ang mga bagay para sa yo?

Inspiration. Money. and Money.

5. Kailan yung huling beses na may tao na gusto mong sapakin sa mukha?

A month ago siguro.

6. Anong huling bagay na pinagkagastusan mo?

Sleeveless tops sa Zara.

7. Sino ang pinakamagandang babae sa friends list mo?

Si Lyndsley. My HS friend and tropa. That's for realzzzz.

8. What is your ideal partner?

Christian.

11. If you had to sleep with one of

your teachers from college, who

would it be?

None. Kung meron man, wak nalang sabihin.

12. Meron ka bang itinatago sa mundo?

Yes!!!!!!

13. Congratulations! May anak na lalaki ka na! Anong ipapangalan mo?

Wala pa eh.

14. Anong pagkain ang hinahanaphanap ng sikmura mo ngayon?

Chicken balls ni Kuya Henry.
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15. Anong huling bagay na iniyakan mo?

Nang malaman kong tinahi ung kamay ni Ian. huhuhu..

16. Pag may binili ka at ang sinukli sayo ay 2 cents, itatago mo ba o sa kahera na lang?

Mine.. Akin un eh.

17. Naiisip mo ba kung paano na lang ang mundo kung wala ka?

Hindi. Never crossed in my mind.

18. kung reregaluhan ka ng bonggang bongga, anong gusto mong matanggap?

vivien tam hp laptop.

19. Tungkol saan naman yung huling voicemail na natanggap mo?

None. deact ang voicemail ko.

20. May na-block ka na ba sa friendster mo?

Meron 3.

21. Pinakanakakatindig-balahibong naranasan mo para sa araw na ito?

Nag-general cleaning ako ng haus.. :p

22. Nagsusuot ka ba ng name tag sa iyong opisina?

Dati.. Nope.

23. May minamahal ka ba sa kasalukuyan?

Oo...

25. Nag-garage sale na ba kayo?

Dati sa dorm.

26. Anong kulay ng cellphone mo??

Blek.

27. Anong huling serbesa ang tinoma mo?

Vodka Peach.

28. Kung maipagpapalit mo ang buhay mo sa kahit na sino, gagawin mo ba?

Pwede pero for 1 day lang.

Astroboy the Boy Robot

Astroboy the Movie. The robot boy is back. I can still remember when I used to watch this when I was a little younger. I really need to see this. Though I wasn't able to watch it regularly but the story of Astroboy that I know is only limited to how I see it in it's original series. Hope this comes out well.

THE 60's VERSION OF ASTROBOY | FIRST EPISODE

Buona Festa della Mamma

Yes, I'm totally aware that my greetings are 1-day late. Not intentionally, though. It's Monday again, start of this freaking week. Yesterday, we we're not able to celebrate for mother's day since it's linggo.. (in short sarado lahat ng negozi which makes this country super weird). We don't have any plans out celebrating this monday. Everyone seems so busy. Instead of eating outside and miggling with friends, Marc and I decided to help Mama with her part-time job. Parang simpleng regalo na rin yun namen sa kanya. It's a lot sweeter than giving anything material, right? After working for 2 hours, we decided to go to a nearby supermarket to buy anything na pwedeng kainin. While in the supermarket, I felt like I wanted to eat a lot of food. I have a huge cravings, and only God knows why. lol. When we got home, Marc prepared pesto and we hate heartly.

May 18, 1987. I shooooooould take note of that date!! Masyado akong makakalimutin sa mga dates and bdays ng mga friends ko. And now, I forgot when was Ian's bday. Buti nalang he's super bait he didn't get mad at me. It won't happen ever again, and I'm swearing it. Hohoh.

Mainit yata ang ulo. :p

Japan Welcomes Ate Angel

Ate Angel (Ian's oldest sister), was blessed to get a nursing job in Japan. They've been waiting for this time to come ever since God knows. :) I'm happy at the same time sad since she's leaving his family for a while which I know is totally hard. Kahit ako nung umalis, masakit sa aking loob. :] But God takes you to place which He knows is better. Bonvoyage Ate!

Woo. Japan has been one of the places I really wanted to conquer someday. Japan has been a busy country, from latest technology to delicious delicacies, a total wow. One I get the chance, nobody can stop me. Even the dreadul swine influenza. Hoho. The reasons? Ito:

Food. Food. Food. (I like Cali Maki the most)
Their National Costume. ( I haven't tried wearing one)

Discreet houses. (Their off shoe policy and low tabled styles)
iRobots. Latest Technology. (They've got the latest from the latest)

Your Ideals

Mood of the Day

50/50 Bored. I didn't do much.

This blog has been stocked with my personal rants, chismis and how's my day like updates. It makes me bored, somehow. And to make this blog entry a lil' significant I thought of posting other topics. Last night when I'm about to fall a sleep I'm thinking of my ideal man. No, I'm not searching. I've got the man I'll always wished for, in the person of by boyfriend. And I'm happy. A lot of people say, there isn't no ideal man.. just the real man. Ang sabi ko naman, parang nabasa ko lang yan sa text message/GM ng mga friends ko. Is there really an ideal man?

Way back in my highschool days (1st year, to be exact), I always ask my friends how is it to love and be loved. It wasn't a big search for me that time. I used to have crushes on some of the hs boys and I know totally at that time, I'm not inlove. As far as I can remember, and mga type ko sa guy dati ay ang mga characteristics na hinahanap ko before I had by current bf. It changed a little, though almost are the same. Cute, Matangkad, Mayaman, Maputi, May kotse, Singkit, Palabiro, Hindi madaldal (ako lang dapat ang madaldal), masipag, responsible, God fearing and has respect for his/my family. Hndi lahat ng naging bf ko may mga characteristics na yan, almost pero hindi lahat.

After 22 years of existence, I haven't known much about life. Life has it's own twists and turns, nothing is certain. All I know in this idea of having an ideal man is when you finally accept a person ( his flaws and weaknesses) fully. You cannot love a person by just accepting half of what he/she is. When you love, you accept 100% whether you deny it or not. Sabi nga, walang perfect sa mundo. We are made from imperfections. But accepting and loving who we are makes us a person, struggling for the better makes us worthy. By the end of the day, your ideal person/guy/girl boils out to be the one you trully and fully love.

Breath Slow. Don't Lose Composure.

Me wants to share this beautiful song. I've been stuck in listening to mild music. Love it.


Can't forget to breathe slow | Count from one to ten | With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in | And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure | Before i lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure


One more thing, I've got no absences this week yet. I'm so good. Bigyan nyo ako ng masigabong palakpakan. Siet, ambait ko. :)

This Week. This is Me.

I'm doing good. I mean, super good. I started my week right. Sabi nga ng mga matatanda, dpat good girl ka sa monday so that it will last through out the week. So far, i'm doing fine. I'm in normal phase. Nag-aaral na ako ng mabuti ngayon. Though, it's really hard, i know kaya ko. Ako pa!

The cold wind is gradually fading. Summer will soon get into the way. Ayokong isipin na magiging super init dito. Hindi ko matake. Di ko kayang imagine. :p Anyhow, I've never been in situation na nasa extreme heat ako. Ayoko magcollapse dahil sa heat stroke. Bata pa ako.

Ian and I with the help of Skype. After quite sometime, we talked. I'm happy. I'm always happy with him. Inlove pa rin ako. Super... :p

Sunglasses. Since the suns lasts until 8-9pm here. I should wear shades. Kahit pango ako, kaya naman. I've got all the guts. So, la ako paki. I bought this for 5 euro sa Papiniano. Kewl though.

Taken: after church. bongga. :p

Lazy Sunday

I hate lazy sundays. No work. No play. All sleep and eat. Life that every bastards dreams of. But not me. I realized I haven't visited rakista for a long time. Here I am updating my blog. Gusto ko lang ipost ang mga sumusunod:

Congrats Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao!
Naloka ako ng bongang-bonga sa isa sa pinaka walang katense tense na laban. I feel so happy, pero hindi ko idol si pacman ah, happy lang ako.

On the other hand, i received a text message from the Phils. Here it goes:

"Hindi lahat ng natutulog nasa kama" - Ricky Hatton

It really makes my day. Hay!

Rainy Rainy Day, Bad Bad Day

Hello rainy day. The start of the morning is quite gloomy. I woke up at around 12pm, which is excusable since the weather is really inviting. Honestly, I didn't have a good nice rest. I had a bad dream and I just don't want to share that here. It doesn't make sense but it hurts me, a little. I have been dreaming a lot lately, bad and good. I don't believe that dreams have meanings, since I have studied that dreams are the result of subconscious thinking.

I'm dreaming of going back to the Philippines lately. I missed that country and I am looking forward in going back again there, even for months. I miss my friends, the places, food, the life and my future husband. I'm planing to go back there before this year ends. Hopefully, with the help of God. I'm so excited, indeed.

Sono Molto Felice

Ian and I talked. I extremely happy. Memories noted. We haven't talked for a week, just plain text messages. I'm soooo happy.

I can't wait go back to the Phils. Before this year ends, hopefully. Waaah, I can only see hearts. Can't type anymore. Witwew.

Jogging

I've been so grateful for this very moment. At last, after so long, approximately 4 months I was able to jog again. It has been my habit to jog at least 3 times a week when I was still in the Philippines. I don't feel like gaining extra weight now that I am here. I don't want to go back again to the Philippines having extra baggage. No way, please. So I'll step up to the challenge. Good thing the weather down here goes a little warmer, at last. I was able to go out ang do my thing. My brothers accompanied me at the park on late afternoon. Jog jog jog. I feel so energized.

Photoblog this time.

The April Celebration

Today is Jake's birthday, 6th of April 2009. We went out. We ate in BurgerKing and trolled around Duomo. Since my father has work today, he wasn't able to celebrate with us unfortunately.

Holy Monday today, and the start of our Holy Week vacation. Here in Italy, it isn't considered as a holiday but good thing we started our vacation that early. Resume of classes is on the 16th.

Ian and I had a lame communication today. Bawi time , tomorrow. He has 16 hour duty by tomorrow. I'll call him. I promise. Since we ate in BurgerKing, I started to midss him and our gala days. I'll be with you soon, Mahal. Just wait. :)

Sharing Random Pictures. (More pictures in this link: http://whorishdreams.multiply.com/photos/album/20/20)

Pigra Day

Spring air is here. Day-light Saving Time (DST) is on. I'm still adjusting to the new season. I've got some rashes on my hand but it is controllable, thank God. Thanks to my local petrolium jelly. Effective cosi. I haven't accomplished a lot today. I studied a little of Chesca's notebook, which is somehow imortant. I cleaned the house, cooked for my brothers and went out to buy something from the grocery just outside our house. I planned to go out and have a stroll in via Torino for the latest sale of the town but I had a second thought. I wasn't able to go. One thing more, I had a chat with my soon-to-be husband after almost 2 days. I realized that I missed him and he is still lovable as always. Since I'm so damn pigra, I didn't attend my classes for today. I wasn't able to use by settimanale biglietto for this day, che pechatooo! Sono tropo pigra, and I don't like it. Tomorrow, I'll be more productive. I hope so.

Pictures taken yesterday at Tita Flor's house. We visited her with the cousins:

How well do you know your man?

Man: CHRISTIAN G. TABORA

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV: what is on the screen?
** PBA Talk n' Text game

2. You are out to eat: What kind of dressing does he put on his salad?
** Plain mayo and catsup.

3. What is the one food he doesn’t like?
** Tahong.

4. You go out to the bar: what does he order?
** Iced tea. Beer is prohibited.

5. Where did he go to high school?
** BPH

6. What size shoe does he wear?
** 9

7. If he were to collect anything, what would it be?
** People are People tshirts

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
** Cheese. Just, cheese.

9. What would he eat every day if he could?
** Kare-kare.

10. What is his favorite cereal?
** Coco crunch.

11. What would he never wear?
** Panty.

12. What is his favorite sports team?
** Talk n' Text.

13. Who will he vote for?
** Someone like Marcos.

14. Who is his best friend?
** Nilo.

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
** If I deny something that I want.

16. How many states has he lived in?
** Just Philippines.

17. What is his heritage?
** Filipino

18. You bake him a cake for his birthday: what kind?
** Cheesecake.

19. Did he play sports in high school?
** Yes.

20. What could he spend hours doing?
** Eating. Working. Playing PC games.