Profession + Review + FuturePlans

Career first before anything else. Im on it why should I back up?! I'm in for one of the greatest achievement of the lifetime. I got it once, and I can still remember that cloud9 feeling. I should do the same thing now. Its now or never Jem! Hmmmm... If it's God's will, I'll have the best of both worlds na. Godbless all my plans. Giving the glory back to Him. 🔆👑💋

Carl Gabrian; Angel's Little Angel

"A baby fills a hole in your heart that your didn’t know was there."

This little angel is so precious. Innocent, pure and perfect. I've been a witness on how this miracle happened before my eyes in a life of my very young friend. Though hes coming isn't expected, I know God has reasons why these things happen. At the end, we should count the blessings. And this baby right here, is a true blessing. 
Baby, your Ninongs and Ninangs are always here for you. We love you! :)

"Sometimes,you have to be contented with what you have and do not dwell at the what-ifs in life. Be your own very best everyday. Hit the floor every morning with a goal of getting back to that same spot with an awesome feeling.." #happythoughts
Got some monday blues. I need to survive this freaking week. Aja fight!

Church Chores + Worrier + LDFriends

spring nails | Doggie gigil mode | Doing the script

Blog time! It's past midnight and I'm still up full of energy like a kiddo. Im half way finish with the special feature for Sabbath School and by tomorrow hopefully I can send the script to the fellows. I'm such a procrastinator and though I know and I'm aware of it, can't seem to fight it. Such a bad girl.
The day is quite a long one today, I don't know why but I guess waking up early to meet my doctor and settling things out with my sick leave makes it a bit longer. I worry and think too much on things to do and errands to accomplish, I'm such a worrier.
Anyways, I love this day, not just because it's sunny (woot!) but due to the fact that I talked with some important people in my life. I do love communicating with friends and it is such a frustration when I feel that I can't talk to a certain person that I used to talk with. But yes, just like that, I wanted to go with the flow and let go. They say I have a huge ego, but I'm learning to let go the things even people who doesn't want to stay in my life and keep the ones who are struggling to be in it. I love each of them, though we are not in the same place, I appreciate the effort to talk and keep me updated. I'm counting my blessings, not the disappointments. Like what my bestfriend always says, I have my whole life ahead of me. So, don't let the crown fall. :D

Oh no no please!

Im afraid that Im turning into a man hater. I really don't want to but after scanning through some conversations with guy friends, I always go against on what they say especially if conversations go sweet to cheesy. Sometimes I over analyze myself telling that this isn't normal. Or maybe I got traumatic from those b***$h*t guys are always up to. Make you fall then leave you alone. I just wish someone can prove to me that not all men are the same. I'm still keeping my hopes up. And... I'll try not to drag too much and bitch out conversations with guys. Lady lady mode from now on bebi! 💃

When You Smile, I Smile

This is such an awkward picture of our dear dog, my brother showing of her huge white teeth (and him asking me to take a picture of my dog's angelish grin,lol.. She's in the mood for a picture, and most of the time we have a hard time taking pictures of her, so this is one of the epic snappies of Miu.

Miumiu @ 1 and 7mos , a cocker spaniel

It is true that happiness is a matter of choice, it is either you choose to happy or do the opposite, it all depends on you. So, since yesterday, I tried focusing on the things I have in front of me and expect least from the people I used to think of. That literally works. I now believe the saying live one step at a time. I used to worry too much of the future and still allow myself to be affected by past issues of my life which don't give me any help. Last night I realized what a busy person I am, and shouldn't let myself be bothered my anything or anyone at all. So, like what Miu shows in her image, just say cheese.
Things to do tomorrow: Me as a busy bee!
Dog walking, which do everyday
Zumba, my 1 hour morning fitness routine
Job interview, yes!  (Oh help me God!)
Doctors appointment, for my colds (I do not cough btw) I guess I'm suffering from allergic rhinitis. I don't want to self diagnoze and self medicate so gotta see the doc.
Work, God's blessing to me

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PMS

Will be sleeping sad tonight. I want to cry. :-(

Weekend Sleepover + Movie & Pamper Night

It is so true that we girls should have time for ourselves away from stress and responsibilities even for just a short time. I guess after all these work and career development duties, we deserve a saturday night sleepover in a friend's house. We just stayed in the house, given that the weather is so bad, we really can't afford to stay out in the cold and rain with our umbrellas. We had a couple of catching ups to do and a lot lot of things to talk about. It is always a good idea to have moments of all-girl bonding. We can talk a lot about things we do not normally do in front of our boy friends.
After the ihaw-ihaw we went straight ahead to the house and prepared our buttered popcorns, fish crakers and potato chips. Honestly, for the past weeks I'm trying to stay away from too much junks and fatty stuff  but this is a valid excuse (I guess). I have with me 5 movies but we only watched 2 of them. They slept at around 3am but since I have a long distance call from a good friend, I slept an hour after.
I miss sleepovers. We usually do these during the spring/summer times and I hope we can do a youth bonding soon. I can't wait for this cold weather to finish. Welcome April! <3 i="">

Rainy Rainy Holy Week

My day in pictures.

My Dog Had Her Bath Today!

Im in my bed,and currently suffering from LSS of the song [Somebody that I used to Know]. I guess this song perfectly matches my lamentations these past days. I guess I'm over reacting but that doesn't matter now.
So, today, I evolved into a monster cleaner and did a lot of house chores this morning. I'm a freak when it comes to order and tidiness,so bear with me. Aside from cleaning the entire house, I also took the chance of giving my dog a bath. Its past 10days when she had her last,so this is just a perfect timing. Off the days go,and I can't wait for tomorrow to get done. May God bless my plans. Fingers crossed.

Safari Party Yesterday

The bad rainy weather didn't stop us from celebrating and I, myself had a great time. First time to host a kiddie party, and it was an awesome experience. Good to see my friends again, happy that we are almost complete again.
Its officially spring, and I saw some trees grow their buds back. I'm excited for the sun, the sand, travels and new experiences. Why do I feel so excited? I do not believe in signs, premonitions and stuff , but I guess I need to believe even for just now. Much love it is.

PS: I feel like I have chosen my Winter OST. Here! This song is super nice. ❥

IMY Moments

Why why why is this happening? Why do I terribly miss someone badly? Why do I have to go over this almost everyday? Why do I always try to wait for you to talk to me first? Why can't I ignore you even when I have so much to do? Why do I expect so much from you wishing that you would talk to me at the end of my every night? How can you make it easier to accept that we are just friends?
I miss the old us. I just miss you.

Inside my Bubble: Past is Past

Spring, come to me 

Past is past. That is what we all say when someone asks us something about a person who used to have a special part in our hearts in the past .. or is it really just in the past?? I have a lot of issues from the past. Some are great, those I don't really regret. Some are bad, things that you regret or maybe things that you wish it never happened.
I had a recent talk with a long lost friend. She's a nice friend and I owe her a lot of my good memories back in college. She asked me about my life and then suddenly she asked me about my past. Nothing really serious but I find it so irrelevant to open such topics as this. This is just one of the reasons why I never talk to anyone from that place anymore, all they wanted is to dig out something that has been buried long long ago. I'm all fine, but I felt uneasy but to no offense, I answered the question with all formality. Some issues were opened even the ones I'm not interested at. Even harsh things that I shouldn't have to know. This incident didn't just happen once, but a lot of times.
But honestly, one thing I learned about all this past issues is to look forward into something better in my life. I believe that something better is coming on my way and I can feel it. I don't hold any regrets, hurt or anger to that person in my past but I'm currently working on to something wonderful. I cannot explain the feeling but I do cherish every moment I have with that someone I value now. He may not seem to know it by now, but yes, he's so special to me. I'm enjoying his presence in mine. I just hope time and love can redo things again** for us. Maybe not now, but soon.
**again, typed it right...

Wednesday Today!

LUUUX EX-MODERATOR IS UP AGAIN

After a long time, finally, I have decided to get active on LUUUX again. I still have the moderator's account though I don't moderate now. I guess it takes a lot of responsibility and time to be able to do the job again. I'm currently facing the real world now (got it from the ex-moderator who resigned before me). Since I have the desire to blog, I just want to make my LUUUX account active after a long time of MIA.  But then again thanks to all who clicked my sharedlinks on this site. That helped me a lot in gaining L$.

This is the after brekky face. BUSOG!

LETTER THAT TOUCHED ME

So, while scanning my files, I found this letter somewhere here. (Just read between the lines). 

I have a friend. I knew him for quite a long time now. I met him when we were in college and I used to like him , as common crush. I mean, during my college days, I do have an eye for makulit guys. I don't know why maybe because I'm like that too or maybe I find them not boring. I see a lot of guys who are so soft spoken but I'm really attracted into their funny personality. So, yes, we were just mere so-called friends or maybe a casual friend. My years in college passed by without me getting to know him deeper. Maybe I just knew him through his closed friends who are somehow close to me. We do not really go out together as a group. Aside from that, he had a giflfriend.
After college, I used to train in a nearby institution and I seldom see him. Maybe just a simple hi-hello when we csee each other cross the street. I had a serious relationship with someone before and so I didn't get involve into knowing other people (guys). We used to talk over fb chats, just friendly talks, nothing more, nothing less. I like him, his personality as a whole. We laugh a lot about some jokes and of course some serious matters, senseful topics I should say. I liked him
After that, he told me that he likes me. But things went so complicated that Imor found it hard to communicate with him anymore. And in just a blink of an eye, we are out. I blocked him from my friend's list and started my life over again like I'm living in a whole different world. Without anyone from my past, I tried to move ahead fast.
Until, one ordinary day, I started to mend myself and got back into tract. I feel like I need to face this life with full maturity. It isn't easy but I choose to be happy and give myself a break from chasing people. I used to chase people back into my life but this time, I'm going to give chances a chance. He is still there waiting. He doesn't stop talking to me, like, everyday and I can feel it. I like the feeling of being loved. Should I give this a chance? 

Mama's Bday + Addicting Workout?!

March 12. and it's my Mom's birthday today (not mentioning her age though). My father just did some cooking and I myself baked a very simple banana cake this morning for tonight's dinner. Great!

Pansit, friend chicken and banana cake for tonight's meal. Happy birthday !

For a week now I've been motivated to slim down. I loose a lot of weight when I got an influenza 2 months ago and my body trimmed down, and I honestly like it a lot. Summer is coming fast, so I'm getting myself into Zumba! I saw a 60euro Zumba set in one of the sports center here and I find it so costly. Good thing I have a genius brother and got me HD downloaded copies of the Zumba DVDs online. Yehey! So, I started it this morning. Loving it so far and really addicting! Plus! I'm learning on how to be diet conscious. I seem to check everything I eat, calorie content etc. I guess I'm getting an OCD. No way!

I'm updating it into 60minutes a day. :D

Cardio Exercises and that Zumba Thing

What a gloomy day today. Its been raining non-stop since yesterday and it makes me crazy. To make a difference,I did a good turn today (i guess,hehe). As I woke up early today,I warmed myself up with a mild cardio step and burned 100cal. Satisfied,so I tried the Zumba fitness too! I've been checking a lot of sites lately for any good deals to get myself into this course. I really find it interesting. Or yoga maybe. But Im afraid I'll get bored. So,been eyeing on the Zumba.
Let's get fit! Remember,sunny days are coming! Work on it. ©

Vanity Fair's Do Not Disturb Campaign

Yes, Im a super collector of VanityFair mags. It all started when I started receiving monthly copies and I found this mag so interesting. When I was about to go to work, I stopped to check this huge stock of magazines and surprized to see that it is from VF. Got this DND coupons and will surely take advantage of these discouns. Hooray for that! Havent read the issue yet! But these got my attention. Have a peek! Ciao!

Reunited One Saturday Night

So happy seeing these cool people from Yaps. Havent seen them for such a long time. Lots of catching up to do ang of course ,food tripping. Being in company with kids younger than you makes me feel like Im a teeny too. Lol.

1st Day of Work + NewBook

This morning I got up a bit late. I always feel anxious every monday,knowing that I need to keep my ass working. I love having a job,because I hate idle moments but mondays are always different.
First day of work is fine,and honestly speaking I cant wait for the pay day to come. The days are still long. Better to be patient.
I got this book in Ph. I read a few pages years ago but I tot forgot the real message it brings. It'll be my nightly routine.
Thats all!
Ps. Will finalize my photoblog. Yesyes! :-D <3

Back from the Islands

We did it hoooray! This is just one amazing vacation and I can certainly tell that every detail of my single day is well spent. Met a lot of friends and did some crazy stuff but still accomplished a lot of short time goals. I left the country smiling and light hearted with no regrets. See you in 2 years Philippines?
VACATION IN 100 PHOTOS BLOG COMIN' SOON 🐵