I got a sweet letter. While reading it, I was so dead blowing my nose and sneezing. Here it goes:
The are a lot of things in life,no matter how cautious we are,bumps into us. And,these things, even we try to ignore them,it will try and try to distruct your own harmony until you'll finally give in,and do what is the right just to flush it out of your system. It will be worth it in the end.
This is your friendly 7-day companion,
Zimox
Time flies fast and it's crazzzy! Oh by the way, got my hair color changed. Didn`t have the chance to dip colored it but at least it looks decently fine. It`s rosso intenso baby! ♡ My mom doesn`t like it tho. Don`t worry much it fades off in time mothaa. ♡ I did it all by myself, no help, just me, my ordinary plastic brush, my huge long hair and the thinggy. I`m forever alone in everyway. Gettin` to used to it ♡
Adesso, vado a dormire. Had my tablet configured so I tried posting a new blog before I park ways! Goodnight from the bottom of my heart!
Errands and meet-up sked tomorrow. ♥ thanks Lord for all these! I love you!
MI am so thankful that God gave me a family so supportive and great. I guess, having them and enjoying a content life, I have the best of both worlds.
Happy sabbath!
"Sometimes,you have to be contented with what you have and do not dwell at the what-ifs in life. Be your own very best everyday. Hit the floor every morning with a goal of getting back to that same spot with an awesome feeling.." #happythoughts
Got some monday blues. I need to survive this freaking week. Aja fight!
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| spring nails | Doggie gigil mode | Doing the script |
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| Miumiu @ 1 and 7mos , a cocker spaniel |
It is so true that we girls should have time for ourselves away from stress and responsibilities even for just a short time. I guess after all these work and career development duties, we deserve a saturday night sleepover in a friend's house. We just stayed in the house, given that the weather is so bad, we really can't afford to stay out in the cold and rain with our umbrellas. We had a couple of catching ups to do and a lot lot of things to talk about. It is always a good idea to have moments of all-girl bonding. We can talk a lot about things we do not normally do in front of our boy friends.Im in my bed,and currently suffering from LSS of the song [Somebody that I used to Know]. I guess this song perfectly matches my lamentations these past days. I guess I'm over reacting but that doesn't matter now.
So, today, I evolved into a monster cleaner and did a lot of house chores this morning. I'm a freak when it comes to order and tidiness,so bear with me. Aside from cleaning the entire house, I also took the chance of giving my dog a bath. Its past 10days when she had her last,so this is just a perfect timing. Off the days go,and I can't wait for tomorrow to get done. May God bless my plans. Fingers crossed.
Why why why is this happening? Why do I terribly miss someone badly? Why do I have to go over this almost everyday? Why do I always try to wait for you to talk to me first? Why can't I ignore you even when I have so much to do? Why do I expect so much from you wishing that you would talk to me at the end of my every night? How can you make it easier to accept that we are just friends?
I miss the old us. I just miss you.
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| Spring, come to me |
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| This is the after brekky face. BUSOG! |
I have a friend. I knew him for quite a long time now. I met him when we were in college and I used to like him , as common crush. I mean, during my college days, I do have an eye for makulit guys. I don't know why maybe because I'm like that too or maybe I find them not boring. I see a lot of guys who are so soft spoken but I'm really attracted into their funny personality. So, yes, we were just mere so-called friends or maybe a casual friend. My years in college passed by without me getting to know him deeper. Maybe I just knew him through his closed friends who are somehow close to me. We do not really go out together as a group. Aside from that, he had a giflfriend.
After college, I used to train in a nearby institution and I seldom see him. Maybe just a simple hi-hello when we csee each other cross the street. I had a serious relationship with someone before and so I didn't get involve into knowing other people (guys). We used to talk over fb chats, just friendly talks, nothing more, nothing less. I like him, his personality as a whole. We laugh a lot about some jokes and of course some serious matters, senseful topics I should say. I liked him
After that, he told me that he likes me. But things went so complicated that Imor found it hard to communicate with him anymore. And in just a blink of an eye, we are out. I blocked him from my friend's list and started my life over again like I'm living in a whole different world. Without anyone from my past, I tried to move ahead fast.
Until, one ordinary day, I started to mend myself and got back into tract. I feel like I need to face this life with full maturity. It isn't easy but I choose to be happy and give myself a break from chasing people. I used to chase people back into my life but this time, I'm going to give chances a chance. He is still there waiting. He doesn't stop talking to me, like, everyday and I can feel it. I like the feeling of being loved. Should I give this a chance?
