i'm feelin' bad lately, i don't know why.. [weird eh?] it's like a depressive syndrome or whatever... maybe it is just a result of a typical hormonal balance happening in women... i'm busy digging my forums & thank God, i'm starting to get over something... ngayon pa lang, nakikinita ko na na after the board exam, i will be very busy surfing the net... well, nothing much to say.. i'm just updating this damn blog.. thanks for reading this anyway.. ciao!!
camwhoring is ON:

i believe that in loving someone, it just end up in 2 ways, the happy and the sad endings. hard to say, some love relationship just end up nothing. after a long time of laughters and fun, ups and downs, relationships fall and the bad thing about it is that, is hard to rebuild it again.
it's hard to severed the heart who cares for you a lot for the heart might soon get tired and can't endure it no more! yes, it's true that a true heart can withstand any obstacles and can go on even if it hurts. but when the heart gets tired and realizes that the one it cares for doesn't even care about it all... it might lose its feelings and change it's resolve!

weee, out of the great boredom, i've made a simple wallpaper. haha, it was my 2nd time to make like this. [to check it out, try to visit my dA]...

*mwua*

lemme see, it's election day tomorrow, and since i'm not a registered voter [i'm such a kiskass ohh my!], i can't practice my right to vote. but, let's just assume okey? i'm planning to vote for [only] 3 senators whom i really admire:

first, Loren Legarda, an opposition, such a great and smart woman. she knows to fight for what she think is right. and in the first place, gogogogo girl power!
second, Joker Arroyo, the poeple's dragon, that's what they call him. i'am really amazed by the laws he had proclamed and everything. really a great and awesome leader.
and lastly third, Trillanes, he was imprisoned because of rebellion, but still i believe that he has something and a potential to become a good leader.
i won't vote for anything else. hehe, but sorry for these guys, they will miss a vote from me. wahaha!!! let's just hope that tomorrow's election will be peaceful.. Godbless our country. hey! i'm proud to be pinay!! yahooooo.. :]

gracious! it's mother's day tomoro.. and whew, can't great my mom personally. how sad.
the day after tonight, is gonna be big! wahaha, i mean big, in a sense that i really have to make a big move!! need to rush on studying for the local boards. it's such a stress, but G i'm so excited! i miss my studying habits when i was still in my lower college years, were in waking up 3am and browsing, memorizing notes is such a habit.
well, now, i'm missing someone. and gosh, i miss him a lot. i just don't know why and how but i do. special feelings are still there and it can't be taken away so easily. and i hope he misses me too, just as i do. [huhuhu..]

til' next time dudes.

well, i thank God! i'm almost finish with my requirements and in a short while i'll be goin' to apply.. geezzz, this is it! here the board exam goes... and so we have to make it... so God bless us! <3

let me see.. hmmmkay, yeah and my whole groovy family got that cool swimming escape. we really had fun, eventhough we just stayed there for about 3hours. [haha].. it was like i was relieved of everything, the stress and all that, burdens and stuffs.. the board exams is a great stressor, and if u can't carry the feeling, it will screw you to death. i mean, i wasn't ready yet to take the board exam. it was like i'm very busy all this time rushing through my requirements. sick! and so my mom told me that i should decide whether i would take it or not. all the decision is up to me... [hehe] and now i'm thinking if i would continue with it... im glad i have supportive family, very understanding. thank God! and i dunno yet what to do.. so i'm asking God to enlighten me. that's all.. till' next time!! ciao ciao! <3>ured moments.VILLA FELICIDAD, is great!

it's me again. i woke up at 6:15 in the morning. geezzz and i feel relieved. i was like dying the whole day yesterday. my migraine is killing me, and i hate it. my mom told me to wear my eyeglasses,because she thinks that my headache is because of my eyes, but hey, it sucks. i feel like i'm uber ugly and weird.. and so i decided not to use it. [hehe].. yesterday, we went to novaliches and the fuckin' heat of manila killed us. it was like we are travellin' through the desert island. nakakamatay!! i wasn't able to attend the revu for about 3days. but i promise to "make bawi" of everything. i'm going to finish half of volume 1.. hehe.. i'm at the 1/4 of the book... go jem!
tomoro i'll be heading back to manila... please pray for me! see yah! <3

whoa! i can't believe i'm still alive! life after graduation is two times crappy [and sometimes 10 times]... requirements requirements requirements! damn, i need to accomplish everything before it's too late! [haha]... i'm rushing so that i can apply for the local boards' application. and how i wish i could carry everything well... seriously speaking i'm not yet ready to have the board exam. as a matter of fact, all this time, my life is occupied with completions of OB scrubs. [huhuhu]... well, im thankful that i had my OR operations done, that offers a lil' relief [whoooo..] i still thank God for the strength His' giving me. i'm still surviving. my plans are now laid in God's hands... yesterday, my tita gave me her late graduation gift! and i'm so happy that she gave me this "lucky pig" haha... they believe that this will bring good luck, and i can't believe that i'm hoping that this gift will bring me something! funny isn't it? heheh... ________________________________________
some captured moments [share...]

yeah, i moved into a new house and i'm glad i'm no longer stucked in that old dormitory building. for my first week, it's kind of an adjustment but i am content. hehe! i enjoy the company of my magugulong housemates. it's like we're watching tv ol d tym and cracking the house by singing videoke. fun fun fun, making sure that i'm occupied at all tyms. yeah, getting busy enough to forget the aches of life. and i'm glad i'm really doing great! i hope for better improvement this week.. and that's my prayer! week pasted so slowly, i don't know why, but it really does for me. it's like the clock ticks 3seconds per second! awww... sobrang nakakapago0d din and week, we have to prepare costumes for Pilipinana, retro, casual and formal seminars.. and that sucks! but i enjoy a 'lil.
today, im planning to go back to pasay.. and we'll be having the last ever comprehensive examination! damn! need to study... so far, i haven't studied even a topic. goodluck to me!! ciao!

we'll be having our last batch retreat. and yes, it will be in Baguio! yebah.. that will be my first tym on that place. so it's such an accomplishment for me. [hehe].. im so excited. but of corz, along with that excitement... i know i'll be missing important people. imagine, we will be out for 4 days! and that is almost a week.. quite long huh..' our theory lectures and duty requirements are over. moreover, we will have a hard tym studying for our local board exam. and watdah, i'm so nervous! [~.~] hehe. very nervous! but yeh, im planning to do my very best to be one of the local nursing board's top 10. wat a dream ayt? lmao.. harhar! this thursday, we will defend our nursing research, thesis, in short.. quite stressful for me, coz i need to edit everything and study every detail. damn, it's so hard being a leader. . whrooor!! say goodlak to d goddess! "charing"

so long.. kisses!

hello!!!
another day! hay! last nyt i'm so busy burning cds! well, what's the point? nothing.. it's just a release of stress and watsoever emotions. teh fact that i'm rushing to grad requirements, i still have this bashing time for my own personal interests. music and photography! but of cors i promise to fill my requirements on time.. but now isn't the ryt time.. maybe next week will do. lmao!! this 3pm i'll be having my duty "agen".. and who the hell in this world is as unfortunate as we are, my gudness, our CI this week is as toxic as ever.. i think this week will be a hell week for us.. pugay kinamay tlga!! pagnganamansinuswetee!!! well, pls pray for our block.. amen ..
this february, we'll be having our intramurals.. and damn i'm so effin' excited.. graooahhh!! my friends and i are goin' to prepare a cheering "kuno".. that i think this will be our last.. so give enaf patience folkz.. yupyup! <3 practice will start this wednesday i think... wehahaha!! i'm so excited.. stress release.. hehe..

maderpaker! all the while i thought every things gonna be alryt, but i was damn wrong.. i started to feel that he's goin' so far that i could even feel that he cares for me... i believe that i've done a lot of mistakes, but do you think it deserves me ryt? when i look back on tyms wen were 2geter, i'm squeezing out every detail that maybe i've done a wrong turn "agen".. but i couldn't think of any! dats why i have a lot of questionings... and it hurts a lot.. realizing that i didn't even take a shit out of somewhere or some one.. my friends told me that maybe he realized that i wasn't the one for him.. and it's time to move on. well, easy to say, hard to do.. i'm not that type that letting go is just like throwing a candy wrapper in a trash can.. it's not easy.. and now im drowning from insecurities causing me to fall back...
i'm starting to get used to it.. im getting tired.. :(

few hours from now, i'll be heading back to pasay... damn! the whole xmas and new year vacation is so "bitin". it sucks! scholling agen and agen and agen... wel, im a graduating stud, so expect me to be uber busy w/ fuckin' requirements, finals and everything.. and that will make my 2007 so TOXIC. I started fixin' my things from undergarments to unifroms... including my "kikay" stuffs and everything..and now i'm having my last internet hopping.. weee.. i did some photo manips and blogging... wahahahaha... i'll miss the times that i spend almost 8 hours in front of the computer doin' nothing.. just "kalandian"... and above all i'll miss my cheap photoshoots... wel, stil im enjoying that stupid thing. after i graduate and have some job, my first salary will be reserved for buying a "high-tech" cam... as a matter of fact, my dream camera is worth 65thousand pesos only *choked*.. and how i wish i can buy that.. hehe.. Godbless me.. it's my passion.. lallalalala.. i miss my blockmates and all my churvah tropapipz.. *sighs* happy moments w/ them.. <3
*hearts*

haller.. hours nalang it's 2007 nah.. [excited,huh?].. well,i'm uber full. i ate almost 6 sticks of hotdogs.. [haha..].. my tummy is bigger than before.. watatah!! well, im planning to go back to pasay tomoro or maybe the next day. hay.. dameng mga gagawin.. whuuuhhh!#$%&
angela came over [op cors w/ my tita] she's hella cute.. but a lil' bit shy. she's a camera lover, hehe, like her cousin , ehemmmmm... pictures:

^innocence^
^angela and jem^

new layout

"HEARTBREAKER"

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advance happy new year to us!! 2007 is coming.. and let's ol party! yabah!! *hehehe* and so, my new years resolutions are still processing.. i hope this time magiging makatotohanan na sya.. hehe!!! graveh, antalaw ko today! cguro every hour kumakaen ako... i dunno why.. pero gnun tlga cguro pag-inlab.. weee!! and maybe it's because i have this inspiration to eat and eat and eat... staying in the house for almost a week is eber boring. teh cold wind in my bedroom plus teh cold stiffining music of the dresden dolls kills me to death.. hehe.. btw, i enjoy their "gothic" music.. some sort of relaxation to my ears.. like a tralala... aside from the dresden dolls i accidentally downloaded a musical from Lacuna Coil.. it's quite fine.. very stylish sleek type of musicale.. tomoro, i'm planning to register for the next election.. goshie im 20 now and i need to VOTE.. weee its my right, ayt? bye for now... ciao!! kisses!^look!! headband, teh best baby!!^

LET'S MAKE LOVE

it's cold outside... weeee.. i like the weather!!! *giggles* my stomach is not feeling well.. geezzz.. i'm havin***... hahah.. very funny! i almost ate half a bottle of cheeze spread... [hihi]... pinapak ko lng... how weird isn't it.. enjoy nmn.. goody!

ambilis ng araw ngayon.. graveh.. d ko namalayan. siguro masya lang ako today.. hehe.. yipey!* becaUSE of my g**damn happiness i cleaned my room.. make some arrangements and changed the linens as well as the curtains... whoooaaalaaahh.. brand new room.. happy sleeping later.. <3 style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">bagong buhay!! vavooooommm!!

whayyyyy!! at last!! e2 na aking latest posting dito. and SHIEEETTT!!! [allow me to use that nasty expresyon!]... im uber happy this time! and don't ask why! i'm overwhelmed.. dat's ol...
[bow]
well, i'm dreaming of having a short hair.. and yes! [this is it]... eto ' na cia... super short hair! damn im lovin' it.. and i don't hella care for other's sarcastic comments.. as long as i'm enjoying it.. everything doesn't matter [intiendes].. i feel a lil' lighter.. watever!!! and here's the details:
dECEMBER 24,2006, David's Salon, SM Dasmarinas, 3:30pm
hahaha [very funny]
classes will resume january 3, 2006.. and i have to accomplish a lot of my requirements b4 that fuckn' date!! [so, help me God].. i need to graduate. i dnt wanna fail my parents! aniwei, i'm doing fine.. and dats wat matters.. give me sum kissess fellas.. my dreams are gettin' clearer.. awwwww... <3

piktuyrs.. kodak-kodakan galore:
[eat 'em if you want], <3>
love me love me
<3

sows!! 1 week nalang at matatapos na ang "community immersion" nmen!! *claps* well, sobrang nagenjoy ako, pwera na nga lang sa "init"!! hahah!! i enjoyed the company of my new classmates.
here are the captured moments!!
wohooo!!